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projectazure
08 December 2009 @ 05:39 am
Hot damn I'm a liar. At least it wasn't two months without posting. Uh. Lessee. Nothing of note has happened. I bought cigarettes. Girls think I'm some sort of great actor and cute and whatever else she keeps telling me. The baseball team expects to see me in Hollywood one day. I realized that if I had to do acting for a living I would literally have to be stuck in an asylum.

OH NO I LIED I HAVE DONE SOMETHING OF NOTE: Started going crazy over University apps. I really really want to go to the University of Chicago. From everyone I've talked to, it's one of the best schools in the damn country for Anthropology. I'm just going to need to write essays that'll take them by storm. And not go insane while I do that, 22 hours of college, (hopefully not) a play, tutoring, being dumb and LJ RPing while never using this journal. And. Uh. I had something else and lost it my bad.

Finals week is this week. And I should be sleeping instead of posting something on this at 5:30 in the morning. But like that'll stop me. I may also be rambly because of the time.

Oh. And I thought about stealing that Christmas meme Kowareta, monk, and Qwerty did. But I thought better of it because two of them are family, and Kowareta can't really get me what I want. Because that would require me wanting something other than trying to ride the University train and getting published. So! I'll see what I can do about sneaking things into that box of my sister's and passing it off like I'm real cool. Maybe just a letter. I hate how pictures of me turn out.
 
 
projectazure
17 November 2009 @ 11:35 pm
Uhh. I'm lazy and have a crippling addiction to memes so.

What do you all think I look like behind the computer screen? Qwerty can't participate 'cause I live with her.
 
 
projectazure
13 November 2009 @ 05:11 pm


Another meme. Give me your deepest darkest secret and I'll give you five questions. Or you can just tell me your favorite food.

Questions and answers )
 
 
projectazure
12 November 2009 @ 08:23 pm
So, uh... I've gotten a few offers for colleges over the last few days, one in Florida, one in California, three or so in Texas, and the University of Chicago kinda tops it all off. According to my Sociology teacher? U of C is one of the greatest places to go to for Anthropology. On the other hand? Chicago is a terrifying nightmare town. I know this. I have the World of Darkness sourcebook on it right here.

And Florida is filled with gators, while California sinks into the ocean in 2012. And I want out of Texas and these are the best for my subject.

I think I'm screwed no matter what. Ah, well.
 
 
projectazure
15 September 2009 @ 10:26 pm
Yeah go ahead and ask me any sort of headcanon ever. Any of my character's backstories that I've since made more sense of, projects (like Muramasa or the whole Azure Flame thing) or, really, anything. This is the fad and I like being hip and cool and popular.
 
 
projectazure
06 September 2009 @ 02:44 am

Choose a fandom from the list below, and if you want, some characters as well. Then pick a prompt from one of these three websites; fml.com, mlia.com or tfln.com (FMyLife, MyLifeIsAverage and TextsFromLastNight) and I will write you a drabble concerning that prompt and characters.

In return, post in your journal.


Fandoms I'll write: Uh... Well, I know my Blazblue. I know my Samurai Champloo. I also know my Mana Khemia, King of Fighters, and Guilty Gear. However, since I'm not much of a fandom guy, I can also use any of my characters, or you can ask me to write something that could be something out of my real life, and I'll just use that and go from there. With it being a pure fictional account, of course.
 
 
projectazure
23 August 2009 @ 05:03 pm

So, I think I have a few weeks to cover for. One, I was on vacation. The other? I was training. Mentally and physically, in a harsh and terrible world. Preparing to lead the masses to para-Well, no. I was training mind and body for leadership though.

Uh, nothing much about the vacation. I had odd dreams, met a handful of odd people. Met a girl, then promptly lost the contact information she gave me. We fought with foam swords. Tied like 6 times, but she finally beat me. A bit abrasive, a bit angry. Someone I wouldn't mind being friends with.

Not much on the training end either. Got a few motivational speakers though. Scott Greenburg was pretty cool, even if the majority of my colleagues didn't listen to him, including me. By the end, we figured he was right. And we passed his exercises with a little difficulty. Then we had Erin Gruwell, the lady from Freedom Writers come and talk to us. It was inspiring and amazing and all of those other cliched terms. Because, y'know? It was.

Then I went to a leadership camp thing. Where I was finally elected a leader to build bridges. And to build said bridges, I had to sit on the logs, then slide wooden planks that attached to the logs in little slots across my legs, then set them in little notches. I'm a freakishly tall and freakishly lanky guy, so if I bent down, I would've lost my balance, and taken my whole team with me. So, I chose the path of retarded self sacrifice. However, doing so earned me the nickname 'Beast' and everyone took back everything terrible they had ever said about me. So, I guess I won. In the end.

But the splinters in my legs are kinda annoying.
 
 
projectazure
15 August 2009 @ 12:08 am
So, I think I've done enough research/socializing with people to figure out how women react differently than men in some situations, without it being wholely based on how my family works. Because they're weird and not normal. And such. It's also fairly late and my brain isn't firing, but I wanted to get this out and onto the net as a 'go me' thing. I'll look at this in the morning and delete it. Basically I'm saying I can attempt to write about a girl who isn't a raging lesbian or walked out of some wet dream or something. And runs like a girl, instead a guy I decided had boobs and a vagina. I'll get disinterested, but at least I think I can do it...!

Also, one of my DA characters is following the same path a character of mine did a year ago. It's nearly the same exact concept, character, and how they made their friends. It's. Kinda annoying. And by kinda I mean REALLY annoying. Because I stopped using the one a year ago after I lost interest in him/got real busy, and I enjoy writing for Mr. Briar. I really do. Maybe I'm just afraid I'll go 'eh this sucks' and drop it. But he's a little less bland, alot less multi-talented, and dumber. Which is always a fun writing experience. Dumb characters are more fun than smart one's sometimes.
 
 
projectazure
10 August 2009 @ 07:43 am
Well, I guess it's off to the beach in a few hours. I've got all of my shit packed, and I'm just waiting for my mother and grandmother to get back with our minivan. I'd get on IRC but after a fifteen minute good-bye speech between Allen, Jean, and I, I'd feel kinda retarded getting back on. Especially if no one's up.

I've wanted to go back to the beach ever since we went just before my senior year started. Or was it Junior year? Hoo, boy, my memory is pretty terrible. I want to say I had just started dating oh what's her face from my senior year. But jeez is my brain fried. I'm a good example of what to never ever become, kids. Also, I don't do drugs. Can you imagine how bad it'd be if I did something other than drank sometimes? I'd barely remember my own damn name.

And I had another bizarre dream. Except instead of getting mocked, I was just lost in a city. And something was looking for me. That's about all I can remember, except I apparently watched kids playing soccer, then two or three got stuck behind the chainlink goals, and were dragged under the goal posts by something none of us could see. The other people ran over to try to pull them out, and I just left. It was a pretty depressing dream, all in all. Still better than getting mocked by people I haven't even met in real life. And walking through deserts. That aren't my hometown.

Uh, if I've got wi-fi, I'm going to make an attempt to turn my LJ into a dream-journal, log of what I'm doing on vacation. I mean, I stopped writing, so what else can I do with it?
 
 
Current Music: The World Ends With You-Deja Vu
 
 
projectazure
05 August 2009 @ 06:04 pm
Stolen straight from [info]viewtiful_jeff who stole it from Jean. I should probably lock this or something, but I probably won't.

➀ comment with characters of mine.
➁ receive trivia about their sexuality: practices, preferences, experiences, fantasies, kinks, etc.
➂ ??????
➃ profit!
 
 
projectazure
15 July 2009 @ 02:02 pm

So, uh, yeah, I finally finished what I've been ranting to Allen and Jean about for the last few days. I'm kinda sorta proud of it, which probably means it sucks the donkey balls. I'll live.  If people like it, I may actually continue it. Uh, if you have any questions about the big 'mystery' at the end, or something like that, feel free to Q&A me. While I like it, you guys can't read my mind, so offer suggestions, point out where I suck, ask questions, and all that sort of crap.
******

Story 'hook' )
 
 
projectazure
12 July 2009 @ 05:17 am

1. Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter.
2. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter.
3. Post the list in your journal.
4. Give out letters to those who comment in return.
5. Make pasta! :D
6. Wave white flag.

And I stole this from my dear cousin/sister/thing pervymonk who's LJ username will just need to be manually. My letter is L. This is going to be TERRIBLE.

1. L from Deathnote. He's just, y'know, L. The fucking top tier of all things starting with L.
2. Lies. If we couldn't lie, I'd be in so much deep shit right now. Hell, I'd probably be dead.
3. Ligier, the Green Sun. We're bros and hang out in hell. Man, that's really damn nerdy.
4. Lime's, because they're green, better than lemons, and go into fucking Key Lime Pie.
5. Love. While it's something that seems kinda sorta out of reach most days, it still makes the world go 'round.
6. Log. It's big, it's round it's wood. Loooog loooog, it's better than bad it's good!
7. Lesbia-Oops.
8. Lakes. I'm a big nature guy, and there's not much better than going out to a lake.
9. Livejournal. I wouldn't have done alot of things without it.
10. Liiiiiiiiife. I love liiiiiiiife.
 

 
 
projectazure
06 July 2009 @ 10:12 pm
Welp. Theater starts up tomorrow. I'm working from 5:30 until god knows when. I'm clearing out a workshop then starting to build a set. ...School hasn't even started up yet and my evenings for this week are shot. Something tells me this isn't going to improve next month. Joy of joys.
 
 
projectazure
04 July 2009 @ 06:31 pm
Jeez. I feel like a Texan. I've been to a rodeo since the last post, and... That was weird. I left, as it was kinda sorta dumb. But I stayed and watched a trick rider. That. Was. Amazing. I swear, if I wasn't so damn lanky and uncoordinated I'd want to do that for a living. Horses are fun to ride, but doing tricks on them seems like something that'd be... I dunno. A roller coaster that you could fly off on at any second?

Uh, I've meandered around town, broken and fixed my laptop, played through every fighting game I own, and still need to decide between Blazblue and KoF XII. I loved both series, and can't quite figure out which one would be better. KoF's new graphics were amazing, but a new GG like game with new characters who don't seem like they're gonna grate on my nerves and I can do terrible infinite loop combos with. Either way, I win.

Uh, also, I've done a bit of writing. I've decided what I'm gonna do with Sully and my stupid plot on the DA side, and even gotten people to be sub-bosses for it. Uh, I've worked on bits and pieces of stories. One of which the main character was Judas Iscariot, and he was basically part of the Devil's 'fix-it' crew, and he worked against demons and vampires and werewolves and raven-people and was basically a jackass the whole time. And eventually ended up figuring out this giant celestial conspiracy. Basically, Jehova's Xanatos Gambit vs Lucifer's Xanatos Gambit. And he helped both out. I never really got farther than that.

The other ideas are a journalist who focused on weird supernatural stuff, finally getting a girl in the process. Except his dead ex-girlfriend continues stalking him. And he has to kinda make ammends with his past before she eats his face. Or a pair of friends, one who goes to University, the other who works full-time as a roofer. The school guy's dad is a terrible awful man who's built a financial empire based on drugs and gun-running and assassinations but he really cares for his son. His territory is muscled into by werewolf gangsters and vampire crimelords and the son is of course a target, so he makes a deal with a demon/fae to give him and his buddy enough toughness to face them toe-to-toe.

Lessee. A trio of paranormal investigators, one who smokes weed to see ghosts and shit, one who had surgery done by an odd doctor to see it, and one who was born with it. The last is the leader and is slightly crazy. They go to investigate an old town, and then a shitty Silent Hill ripoff happens. And, finally, a guy who was just getting by, and his old flame or old friend shows up at his apartment. He takes them in, offers his shower, and then realizes there's non-sparkly Twilight vampires chasing after them. And want to eat him too. Sadly, unlike the rest of my main characters (Besides Judas Iscariot) he has a PHD in ass-beating and has a few ex-military friends.

Uh. I want to try my hand at a female lead who isn't a crybaby or a raging lesbian, but, y'know. That kinda falls through each time. I also wanted to try my hand at something that wasn't modern dark fantasy, but that's like the female lead who isn't a whiner or a lesbian. Or a lesbian whiner. I'll get the hang of this writing thing. I hope.
 
 
projectazure
19 June 2009 @ 07:11 am

 

I stole a writing prompt )


I also wonder if anyone else is being plagued by odd nightmares. Mine are getting to the point where it's kinda keeping me from sleeping like a normal person. First it was an island made of metal in the middle of the sea, then it was a city a few days ago, and now it was my High School's auditorium.

Then again, last night/today could have been the storm, rather than the nightmare terrifying me out of my slumber. Either way, I feel like a wuss.
 
 
Current Music: Nightmare of You-My Name is Trouble
 
 
projectazure
15 June 2009 @ 09:39 pm

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List 5 songs (with links to them, if you can find them) that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions

Stolen from Jean, because I got bored. She gave me A, because I pass classes with that.

1. Gorillaz-All Alone http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zT6OeBeWT8g
2. Gogol Bordello-Avenue B. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sH47GqUYbEc 
3. Blind Guardian-A Past and Future Secret http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8zssYucmw0
4. Megadeth-Almost Honest...! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFkkRAPFHcE
5. Nightwish-Amaranth http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdZn7k5rZLQ

I suggest not watching any of those videos. There's not much to them.
 
 
projectazure
Somehow, in some god-awful way, I made president's list at my college. This means I somehow have a 4.0 GPA. I also got an acheivement in English. So, really, my life's gamer points are ridiculously high.

And I'll be done with College in like two weeks, and then I've got summer. Which means... I dunno. Summer jobs? Flying? I dunno. It probably means more me around to bother the hell out of you morons. Probably time to try and write again. Or something. I dunno anymore.
 
 
Current Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers-Fortune Faded
 
 
projectazure
04 February 2009 @ 11:19 am
When I say Hell Week, most people stare at me funnier than they already do. The actors though, they shudder, they nod their heads, pat me on the back, and tell me what energy drink works best for them. First off, lemme explain what Hell Week is, if it doesn't sound THAT self-explanitory. It's when a play isn't going good. At all. And the director thinks a week of work will make everything better. A week of 6 hour rehersals.

For me? This is really my first 'hell week' with this director. Oh, sure, we had some hard times with some of the other plays, even back in high school. But last semester? It ate up my time like mad. But my dear Mr. D swore he was going to work us less!

Then he decided to do two plays at once.

I'm running sound for one we travel with, and I'm Oscar for a few Odd Couple skits. I'll be through acting by the fourteenth. I'll be done travelling with the theatre people by the 25th. So, don't expect to see me around too much. If I am around, I'll rush plots and such. Or something. I dunno. I'm trying to write, but I never have the time. ...Well, to do anything.

I'm still alive. And I have delicious and moist Key Lime Pie. BE BACK AT THE END OF FEBRUARY.
 
 
Current Music: Portal-Still Alive
 
 
projectazure
14 January 2009 @ 02:36 pm
I'm back around again, kinda. Still have my disappearing days, or my days where I'm barely online at all, but that's better than nothing, I guess. I got volunteered for a play by a 'friend' of mine, who thinks I should have to suffer through tech work with him. Depending on how this one decides to go is if I'll make any guest appearances on the net. I'll make an effort to, I really will. (unlike last time, but we won't talk about musical houses)

As for my sister, she finally calmed the fuck down. Turns out she needed actual psychiatric help for depression and being a confuzzled teen girl. She's become a regular in my disturbing circle of friends, and SMILES on a regular basis. At the risk of sounding corny: it's good to have my baby sister back. Even if she is borderline driving age.

AND I TRIED DRIVING OH GOD IT IS SCARY I HAVE NO IDEA HOW PEOPLE LEARN THAT SHIT

Spring Semester starts Tuesday. I've only got five classes and the play, so I'll be working on papers and such while attempting to keep up with two communities. Or while watching a play and pressing buttons.

AND THEN I APPLY FOR AN ACTUAL UNIVERSITY BEFORE THE END OF THIS MONTH. OHGODTHETRAUMA.

I'm still alive. And have a relatively calm life, so, expect me to start stalking all of you over LJ again. And leaving really creepy comments.
 
 
projectazure
12 May 2008 @ 04:30 pm
Will be my next week. AP Chemistry test is tomorrow of all days, and I'll be studying for most of the night. (Yeah, right. And maybe pigs will fly outta my ass.) My spring concert's tomorrow too, finishing up everything for band. The rest of the week should be uneventful, unless I decide to do stupid hormone driven things.

Until Saturday and Prom, that is. I get to ride in a limo with a bunch of people I don't know all too well. Except my buddy Shane and his almost girlfriend. And the almost girlfriend's fiance'. The rest are jocks or whatever the female equivalent is. Without being a cheerleader.

And now, it's story time. To a point. Kinda. Sorta. It's just a dream I had that the internet would probably be interested in. ...At least the people who sometimes read my crap.

In said dream, I was in a car with previously mentioned buddy. I was also female and bossy. The only difference here is the boobs and lack of things downstairs. I forced him to go to an odd carnival on the side of the road, on the highway, buy me cotton candy, and ride with me on the ferris wheel. It was nice, until I woke up and realized what just happened. It's been a while since I've had a dream like that, so... Yeah. That's it on my end.
 
 
 
 

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